i can’t do this
i’m going to be a big fat pig forever and ever and there is nothing i can ever do about it, i just suck at life, and i hate all these people who it’s so easy to be thin, and it pisses me off so much, when i have nothing else ever going for me, and all this shit yeah let’s just make her overweight on top of it, because her life doesn’t suck as much as it possibly could..
i don’t even want to go to europe anymore, just to be so fucking self conscious and worried about how i look constantly and being surrounded by thin beautiful people… i just can’t… do… this
i suck. fuck.
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YOU DO NOT SUCK LUKA!!!! You are a very funny, intelligent, beautiful person. I feel your frustration, I understand your frustration but you have to get on with it! What is the alternative? Getting fatter? No, I don’t think so. So slap some sense into yourself and realize all the great things you have going for you, do not dwell on all the things you wish you had. Only dwell on them long enough to make them change.
Aww you don’t suck. Why does going to Europe have to be about your weight? You should focus on how much fun you are going to have. A lot of people never even have the chance to leave their town much less the country.
If I were you I would be planning my trip to take my mind off losing weight. Not to say that losing weight is not important just for your health’s sake.
I have struggled with other ppl having it easy being naturally thin, but I tell myself this…challenges only make you stronger. People who seem to have everything only seem that way because they have something you desire. You may have something that they desire like you are going to Europe!!! My point is without having challenges in life, life would be boring and ppl would not be able to grow mentally, emotionally, spiritually, etc. You should look at challenges like losing weight as a positive and an opportunity to make yourself stronger.
Hey girlie…. sure, I’m from Ireland….and I can assure you…. that you will not stand out when you come over to this part of the world!! When are you heading to Europe? That should be a mini goal for you to aim for.
Maybe reset your weight tracker and aim to lose 1-2lbs per week to reach a certain goal by the time your travels get here.
Nobody said weightloss was easy. It’s a daily struggle…but some days will be a bit easier than others. Hope you feel better soon
Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are a really pretty girl with a great personality. Losing weight can be more difficult when you are going through stressful times. Like for my wedding I could hardly lose weight because I was doing all the planning myself. Other times I had a stronger motivation and nothing stressful going on and I was able to lose weight quicker. It seems like there may be an underlying issue going on that is causing you overwhelming stress and that is why you are struggling right now. Take it day by day. Reaccess your weight loss goals before your trip to Europe and you can still buy cute clothes for your trip and doll yourself up in other ways to make yourself look good. Everybody has certain attributes they like about themselves such as bust size, eyes, or hair. Play those areas up. You did get that awfully sexy and cute haircut!! Listen, right now things could be worse let me tell you coming from someone that was forced to sell her home last year (due to unforeseen circumstances, had a daughter sick with cancer, and lived in a camper with 2 people for 6 months (while losing over 35k) being forced to sell my house in a bad market. So please enjoy yourself and do what is best for you. If you stick with your goals you will eventually lose the weight - maybe not as fast as you want to but you will. Besides, I lost some weight and now I am mad I also lost my boobs… LOL.
Girl.. you are awsome, don’t beat yourself up!!! You are beautiful, funny, and you have great hair!! (hairstylist moment) Just have fun, and enjoy being out of the country!!! You will be fine, just because you feel fat, doesn’t mean you are any less than anyone else. I had to come to that conclusion myself. You have so much to offer this whole world, love who you are… we all do!!!!
i know exactly how you feel! i got on this site so motivated to lose weight before i head to italy this summer…and the motivation lasted about 3 days…luckily i haven’t gained any weight, but i’ve been so lazy and my eating habits are terrible. i hope you’ve gotten out of your little slump, and hopefully somehow i can get back on track too. props to you for the weight you’ve lost so far though! i wish i could say i’ve been that successful.